i have a 17yr old daughter and 2 boys one will be 13yrs old on xmas-eve and then my youngeast will be 11yrs old in jan.and im in desperate need of help ,ive never had to ask for help before but i have hit rock bottom in the last two years.and the sad thing is ive hit rock bottom with my kids on top of me and no where to go.i never knew just how hard we were gonna fall,but through all this my kids and i have still have never givin up on hope.please and i mean please could some one,any one please help me put a smile on my kids face xmas morning?in the last two years ive lost my daddy,the one and only true love of my life after almost 7years together,so there went the only home ive ever really had,my car broke down,and then i lost my job,and to make matters worse my health is not doing very well.but im a fighter and even though at times i want to just give up and take the easy road out,I CANT OR WONT EVER DO IT.cause i love my children way to much to ever give up on them,they never asked for any of this,but there going through it any how and they are awsome kids.they deserve to be happy and worry free one day without all the stress,so if any body has an idea on howand where i can get help i would be forever in there dept.thank you and god bless you.love one deperate mom norma jean